too late a post?
Jan15 wee hours
This is all so freaky. So here i am sitting on one of saguijo chairs, yeah after what seems like an eternity. I was thinking.. maybe later after this gig i’ll finally burn my ‘i cant’ list. Drip was infront, when beng calma, its vocalist, did a very outstanding version of ‘kwarto’ by sugarfree. It’s like ’swak!’. Such timing. Let the past drip its remaining pain and frustrated hopes. I hope and i think, i’ll be ok tom. Hey, drip’s album’s out. Let’s go check tomorrow.
Oh k, it cris ramos’ birthday! Hope she had a blast. I just dont know if she’s aware of her impact as a person and opm supporter is, she’s doing a great job, no doubt about it.
Tomorrow or make that later, im just going to remind me to stop slacking around and finally go check megamall. JB store’s sale. Branded <store with band shirts! How cooler can that get??>. Maybe dropby music one and cyberzone. Of course, consider that narnia flick. ‘Hope i wake up on time, haha. ‘Hope tomorrow’s as busy and meaningful as the former.
By the way, it’s revolver night, no wonder there’s a terrific line up. Too bad i missed pedicab. Yup, sulit still, nevertheless. pedicab, brownbeat all stars, drip, itchyworms, too late the hero, typecast, narda- what?! Narda played n daw! Shitty, sayang naman..
Oh well, ‘anung meron ang taong happy?’ Know that jingle from a teaser commercial? Wala lang, i was singing that all day long, sabay, itchyworms made it pala. This is freaky bigtime.
11:30 am
I think i got drunk. Two sanmig lights (one courtesy of ryan- thanks ry!), a bottle of smirnoff, some calamares and some chicken croquetas. I should still be sleeping right now, but then again, ‘got to go home. Home home not home base. Mom needs her money.
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I’m such an ass in terms of handling my earnings. ‘Not regretting the stuffs i used ‘em for, just that tis quite unbelievable.. In two days i used up such amount. And nope, the figure shall remain, undisclosed.
Harassed. Pretty much the word for today.
Uh yeah, make that ‘word for the week’.
kwarto
maglilinis ako ng aking kwarto
na punong puno ng galit at damit
mga bagay na hindi ko na kailangan
nakaraang di na pwedeng pagpaliban
mga liham ng nilihim kong pa-ibig
at litrato ng kahapong maligalig
dahan dahan kong inipon
ngunit ngayon kailangan nang itapon
di ko na kayang mabuhay sa kahapon
kaya mula ngayon, mula ngayon…
may jacket mong nabubulok sa sulok
inaalikabok na sa lungkot
may panyong ilan ulit nang niluhaan
isang patak sa baway beses na
tayo’y nasaktan
di ko na kayang mabuhay sa kahapon
kaya mula ngayon, mula ngayon…
alaala ng lumuluhang kahapon
dahan dahan ko na ring kinakahon
natagpuan ko na ang tunay na ligaya
lumabas ako ng kwarto’s naron sya
magpapaalam na sa iyo ang aking kwarto
There, the 2005 song covered by beng calma last saturday. Reading thru the lyrics, aint really entirely my song afterall. But ’sure cremated my ‘i cant list’ along guijo that night. Symbolic weekend, chronic week. It’s as if i ate my dessert ahead the main entree. Uh Well, c’est la vie.
Narda, narda, narda. Missed the gig, got the tracks, cool.